d'aubigne, aimee scarlett

[aimee scarlett d'aubigne]

oh my, name!

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what's your name and age, babe?

First of all I'm not your babe thank you, and second I don't really thing you need my name but I will give it to you anyways. My name is Aimee Scarlett D'aubigne, it's french you see and my parents were most likely high when they came up with the name. I mean Aimee? Really why couldn't I have a cool name like Ryder or something..damn I'm rambling again. I mean Aimee is cool for someone with half a brain but I would much rather a nice cool name. Anyways I'm twenty-one yay for drinking and stuff like that. Even if I can't really drink right now...sucks I know but I'll get over it..hopefully..

i like mysterious people. you got any secrets?

I have a couple of secrets for you, and I guess I can tell you them since no one can keep a secret safe anymore these days but I'm pregnant with my 'boyfriends' baby, and I think he loves me but I'm not sure which confuses the crap out of me because I don't know if he wants this baby and it makes me upset since I don't think I'm good enough for him at all. Sometimes I cry at night because I'm not sure if I even want the baby but I'm to chicken to kill a baby inside of me that's just messed up as well as that would hurt me deeply. I also won't give her or him up to someone I don't know because I gave birth to the baby and giving it to someone I don't know would be completely wrong, it's mine right? Well and his or hers father but still, I'm all messed up inside and have no idea what to do.

I also am not sure if I'm in love with him, I kind of have feelings for someone else ( OMG I HAVE A TOTALLY INTERESTING DRAMA FULLED PLOT! ) but just don't know what to do. My parents look at me as if I'm stupid for getting pregnant by a boy that almost looks like a girl but I don't see it...not at all. I'm not stupid I know he looks at other people and so can I but this is way to much for me and I'm trying to quit drinking for my babies life and with this stress building up on me I just can't take it anymore. Plus with all the secrets I have I'm sure I'm going to go crazy sooner or later don't you think. I think I love him, I think I love someone else, I think he loves me, I think I'm a complete bitch and need to get over myself....there's no I in team right?

you think you looks pretty hot, huh?

Uhm can't you tell how I look by now? Anyways most people think I look a bit like Kristen bell with my smile, and I see that but she's nothing like me at all. She has honey blond hair when my hair is just plan blond. I know I'm pretty much completely boring looking, theres nothing interesting about me at all. I have these huge light brown eyes, sometimes I think I look like a bug but everyone just thinks I'm completely crazy which could be true I don't think I'm completely sane at times either. Well lets see, I'm a dancer so you know I have to keep in shape, which means I have to work out non-stop in order to meet my requirements, though now and days I'm getting a bit lazy and just don't want to dance so I'm studying to become a teacher, dance teacher that is. I have a huge smile or mouth as some may say, I hate it because when I smile my cheeks raise up causing them to look all chunky and I think it's gross, can you tell that I hate my body? Anyways I stand at five foot four, and weigh around one and twenty five pounds and getting bigger each day.

Speaking of getting bigger my breast have become really interesting to me lately almost as if they are becoming bigger every time I eat, and I don't want to talk about my weigh gain, my mom warned me that I would act the same way when she was having my baby brother...I would be eating way more than I normally do. My stomach has to be the one with the love hate relationship with me right now you can a tiny tiny bump growing but it's not at the point that you can tell as of right now. Almost everyone knows by now since word seems to spread fast here...just like that show gossip girl. I think we have one here or something because I barely look like I'm having a baby. Moving on, I guess you can say that I have a shape unlike most white girls these days, i mean there are some of us that have a shape, you know I got that ghetto booty too, yup yummy! Now onto my favorite body parts, my legs and my small feet. I love my legs they just make me want to date myself since they are pretty much almost perfect, yeah I know I've been trying to make them even better.I also love my feet because even if they are small, I can wear the cute shoes like ballet flats with skinny jeans or heels and make them look cute. That's the basics of me, want to know more just ask?

got any distinguishing features?

Well of course I have the general ear piercing and everything, but now I have a tongue ring with I love but then again at first I didn't like it at all, I kind of thought I looked stupid but it grew on me I guess you can say. Then I got my name tattooed onto my right wrist with this pretty little flower design, just to congrats myself for actually getting the career of my dreams, it's also a reminder of the past and how I'm going to change for the better...hopefully. I have big cheeks when I smile which I hate since I'm no where near the chunky side though I wouldn't mind I would still dance no matter what.

who do people say you look like?

Some people say I look a lot like keltie colleen, but honestly I don't see that. I actually think I'm kind of ugly and she's pretty and she's a dancer so I guess we fit together right? American's amaze me but if she's my long lost cousin I wouldn't mind asking her for some fashion tips or maybe even more? So i guess I can take that compliment from people if they think i look like her, she's really pretty and hopefully if I ever go...I kind of look like Kristen Bell too with my smile and everything which makes people laugh at times..a lot but I think I look more like Keltie Colleen for sure!

what words describe you? maybe because opposites attract, y'know.

I am very very humorous , most its usually accidentally, either by something I do out of the blue or something I say which isn't really meant to funny, but which cracks up all of my friends and family which kind of makes me feel like an idiot but at times I'll laugh with them. Like my tendency to not look where she was going, often leading to me to falling out of bed or chairs, or bumping into random objects..yeah I broke my nose doing that once. I'm also very smart or intelligent well I guess having a baby isn't very 'intelligent' but at least I want to learn from my mistakes you know and technically I'm an adult anyways so I can learn from my young adult years. I know most people think I'm very stupid but I'm not I actually can apply myself if I want to, and sometimes I don't want to but that's ok.

Ok I won't lie I'm not perfect I'm very easily suspicious you can try and tell me lies but I'll figure out the truth sooner or later. Although forgiving and innocent, I can also be fast in assuming the worst in people and no I'm not naive. People might say it's pessimism, but I like to believe it's realistic: if you assume the worst in people, then they can't really hurt you, right? Ok so my mom always thought me that I should be a sweetheart to everyone since being that I have been home schooled for most of my life, I've had never been subjected to anyone I didn't really like, and so I'm simply accustomed to being sweet to everyone because everyone she had met until now had, in turn, been sweet to me. Last but not least I am very sassy and most people can call me stubborn too and I totally agree with them on those subjects. Once I have something set in my mind it won't go away I truly will remember if you did something to me before and I will never forgive you. I don't care who you are I will give you an attitude and you will not be able to change my mine on anything I say, you Can flirt all you want I don't care if your brad pitt I won't change for you. If I wear something that my friends hate I'll wear it again just to piss them off. I don't care, if I want something I will use blood, sweat and tears to get what belongs to me.

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habits can be kind of funny, don't you think?

ohh do I have tons, when I'm nervous I will tune you out and no pay attention, I'll be force on only myself and I know it sounds selfish but I'm trying. I tend to bite my lip when I see something I want, which normally gets me in trouble with anyone I'm dating that cares about me since they could be jealous or something. I tend to talk a lot if I really know you, which makes my friends laugh at me for being so stupid in the things that I say. I eat very unhealthy foods which could kill me when I get older but I don't care they taste good, just like biting my nails I tend to do that way to much which can be a problem. Lastly I get scared a lot so I bite my nails to try and calm myself down, but it doesn't work which leads to me crying on the phone with one of my friends or my mom to come drive to my apartment and sing me to sleep.

what're some of your likes and dislikes?

I like many things but I'll try and keep it simple, I like asian food, movies featuring cowboys, bed socks, taking care of myself, flying over oceans, large political events, the snow, gorgeous landscapes, eating out, being healthy, non-fiction books, boys in bands, cuddling up with my puppies lovebug and mimi, drinking a lot, knowing that I will be a good momma, reading, late night talk shows, going out, getting all fancy for people, sarcasm, dancing dancing dancing, sleeping all day, sleeping all night, the glow sticks in my computer room, noddles and sweet and sour sauce, 70-80 rock music, music stores, becoming a teacher and those are the basics that are wrapped around me.

I don't really hate to many things but I'll tell you a bit..I hate racist and sexist, I mean really the 1800's are over get over your male pride. People that make fun of her 'boyfriend', people that place her in a bad mood, hot milk and cold pancakes, traveling alone, and not being able to see my momma. I hate popcorn though I've had a taste for some lately for some reason, I hate fake people and I'm sure everything hates a fake person. The dark, I really really hate the dark. I hate being stared at though the only time I'll let someone stare at me is when I'm dancing then you can stare at me. I hate lairs though I know everyone makes a mistake now and then I can't say that I have never made a mistake.

you've got some weaknesses? you shouldn't tell me, I'll use it against you. you've got strengths, too?

I have limited weaknesses since I try and hide them but I'll tell you some. My drinking is really a weakness for me, i mean I really feel like I need a drink everyday I'm laying around at home or when I drive past a bar...I wish all the time that I could be in there enjoying my time. I sometimes hate the way I look which is a weakness since you should love the way you look but I think I'm really ugly I'm not going to lie about that one. I'm known to be a bitch but you would be a bitch to if you just don't feel like doing anything now and days and the fact that I can't stand in one place for more than thirty minutes could be because of my dancing and all of that but still, I wish i could get over these weaknesses their only going to bring me down in the long run. Also I'm known not to be the one that falls in love though I do sometimes think I will fall for someone don't know what I feel anymore..

I don't have too many strengths but I'll tell you some since you are so interested. Dancing is really one of my strong points in life, I've been doing it seen I was three years old and I've been in love with it for years. I love kids and I know that's really going to help me with my baby and when I become a dance teacher since I have to love kids in order to do my job right? I'm loyal to everyone until you screw me over because then you will be on your own, I'm a strong girl and if you can't accept that then we can't be friends or lovers. I have an amazing lovable personalities, I mean I'm always happy unless it's too hot outside or if someone hurt me deeply besides those things I'm always always smiling. I will never try and be someone that I'm not, I'm very strong in standing in who I am and if yo don't like it then you can leave and never come back because it's my life screw what you want me to be..

what are the main points of your lifetime?

I was born to a mother, no father since he left my mother when I was born. She told me that he came to see me be delivered, kissed me on my forehead and walked out of the room without turning back. Of course my mother remarried around two years later to a wonderful man when sh was around six months pregnant with my baby sister and brother, yup she had twins. My step father was a kind and gentle man, he promised me after my mother told me the story about my father that he would never leave. I admire that man for taking in a child that wasn't his and basically raised me as if I was his. He was actually the one that got me into dancing which I also admire of him. He sat me down and told me that while my mother was taking care of the babies that he was going to place me in dance like his mother placed him in dance when he was my age. Of course I was too young to understand but I soon understand that this man was my real father not some rude man that sexed my mother and left.. When I turned six my mother was found to have breast cancer, which completely shocked my family since it was so unexpected and wasn't someone I or my step-father would have guessed to happen to our family. My mother seemed so happy and watching her in a hospital bed was tragic enough.

Of course she fought though the battle with having breast cancer and she over came so much in her life which made me want to be just like her. Since she had a lot of time on her hands she basically taught me and my siblings in our study since schooling wasn't important if you had a mom that knew almost everything, and of course when I hit the age of fourteen she stopped teaching me out of our little home and sent me to school...big mistake. I was always in trouble since I've always been a wild child anyways and my parents should have known I was going to be a handful in school, but they already paid for the school so I had to stay. I basically never did anything I was sup post to do, I was just mainly known as the dancer, the wild child or the tom boy since I rarely was seen with girls, they had too much drama back then. When I hit seventeen I was out of control, I liked drinking a lot it was just a rush which was killing my dancing career and when my step-father found out he was literally about to kill me which made me stop...for a while. I guess I can skip some of the parts in my life I'm pretty much boring boring boring, well now I'm pregnant, confused, and have no idea where I want to go with my life...interesting? I KNOW RIGHT!

the worst point of your life must have sucked, yeah?

You will never understand how it feels to sit in a doctors office waiting to hear what is about to happen to you. As I sat there looking at all the young mothers near tears with babies on their laps I felt sorry, that I had sex and now have to live with the pain of having a baby. I mean I wasn't even sure if the babies father loved me anyways or if he wanted to have this baby, I know I wasn't going to kill something that was pretty much apart of me that would be horrible beyond reason. Then when the doctor called my name I could feel the hairs on my neck stand up, I really did just want to give up but my baby, my little child wasn't going to go out of the world like that because of my selfish move. Worst thing happened when I was told I was surely having a baby...it was August first two thousand and eight when my life changed...Some how I had to tell my family, my grandma and my 'boyfriend'...I can honestly say what should be one of the happiest days in a womans life turned into the hour of my entire life...

but i guess the best time made up for it? it always does.

My best memory when I traveled with my dance class to japan last year. It was great to get to see a new part of the world that I never really got a chance to see. I mean looks on the tele can give you sure a blur but when you see it in person it's amazing. It taught me a lot of things, mainly respect for others cultures, I never really understood the way they lived since I've lived here for years. Though I did feel out of place there since I'm as white as they come, but to be there with my best friends and to get a chance to live with a family I didn't even know it was great. If you ever get the chance to travel I think you should try and do it. The world has so much to offer and with traveling you get to see what the world does give us. I mean really who knows how long we have left here on earth with global warming and all that bull shit but I think traveling is great for anyone.

hi, I'm venessa that's right an E not an A and i think I'm pretty damn hot!. I've been around the block for seventeen years, but the roleplay scene's only been my thing for five years. i got over to this place through an ad on a site xD, so let's give them a shout out. oh, and by the way, i play aimee here too.

Emma let out a tiny giggle, she wasn't sure why but it just came out. She always hated her random giggles which made her always blush like the world has just ended for some reason. Emma looked at her ex as he talked, same IL boy she fell for and still for was felling for but she swear to herself that nothing would ever happen with him again, even though she wanted it to happen but he was most likely over it...which killed her to think about that. She truly missed him more than he would ever know or that she would show to him. God she was so confused and was way to over this. She hated pretending being his friend, well she wasn't she was his friend but it was like they never got together, it kind of hurt that they were just going on happy go lucky when she was actually upset and didn't know what to do. Emma was going to hold it in though, just let it go right. They could be friends and still be friendly. She would still be his friend no matter what. She would still love him no matter what, Emma wasn't going to let go of Conrad, she needed him and he needed her. She just wished they could go back, she missed cuddling with him. And sitting here without kissing or anything was kind of annoying, she wanted more her body wanted more but her mind said no and we all know Emma tends to view her mind over her heart which was leading her nowhere fast in the love department.

Emma nodded placing her hand softly on his shoulder, letting him knew that it was ok she understood. His family may have more problems then hers but Emma understood everyone it was pretty much hard to not trust her she told the truth about everything and anything that was just Emma. She had never met his father and she was mighty glad to because all of those story he told her she was more than likely to kill the man if she ever met him. She shaking that thought, she knew there had to have been more to that story but she wasn't going to push it, if he wanted to tell her he would and she would be here to listen, anytime he needed it. Emma smiled brightly before turning her head to look at the water, maybe for a pray or two she wasn't sure what she was going to do anymore, but she was currently thinking about traveling this summer, even if she had been everywhere but still she wanted to travel and travel she would do...Well after her sisters medical bills were paid off but after that she would travel, maybe ask a friend to come along and have a bit of fun overseas. That sounded like a plan she liked that plan alot, it would help her get Conrad out of her head most likely...which her bringing him up once again in her thoughts wasn't helping. Emma sighed still resting her hand on his shoulder, it took all her might not to place her chin onto his shoulder. She wasn't too good with the whole lets be friends thing but she was trying.Emma nodded, she knew that tone and she knew it well. "I feel as if theres more to that, but no need for details." She insured him, she would figure it out by herself most likely since it wasn't that hard to figure out his father at all, god she hated hat man and she never met him, though she liked his mother she always thought she was a sweet heart pretty much like her own mother, but not much of a house wife like her mom.


Emma giggled softly once again when he said it was interesting alright, she always thought it was funny when people stated that it was interesting in a tone that just made her laugh or was it that Emma never liked to be sad at all, she hated it, it always brought her mood down and she liked her mood to be up high. Emma smiled when he declared that it was nice or 'killer' that she traveled over the winter, if she could she would have taken him with her so she wasn't too left out from her friends and family..it was nice ad everything but it was awkward at the same time for her. "Yeah I had a nice time, well some what.." She muttered softly before looking at him, taking her hand from his shoulder, she totally forgot it was there. "Sorry..." She blushed before moving on quickly. "Yeah I went to go see some family, and some old friends but they changed a lot so I wasn't too comfortable traveling but it was fun." Emma nodded before turning aways hoping her red face would turn pale right about now, she felt like such a fool but mostly she was really embarrassed, she promised herself she wouldn't show it hopefully he wouldn't think anything of it. "Oh my that sound like your mom to me." Emma laughed before looking at him again, she knew he was serious but it was still funny to her and some of the stories he told her were indeed funny..well the ones about his mom at least. "She asked about me?" She asked shocked, she didn't think she would remember her but she was honored to have his mother wondering about her..was that a good thing? Emma thought hard about his question before anwering..she could lie to him or she could be honest..."Me? I'm ok.." Yeah that's it she was ok, not great and not horrible she was just an ok, god she sounded so stupid. "My parents are good, mothers been busy keeping peoples mouths clean and taking care of Natalie, while my father has been pretty much laying around the house since he's still on 'vacation.'" Emma chuckled lightly at her silly family, they were a bunch of interesting characters she would say that and it was totally true too. "My father actually asked about you as well, I think he just misses having another guy to talk to." Emma smiled lightly at Conrad, not that she noticed her eyes were still as loving as ever. Awhh he was so adorable and he was the only guy her father actually liked around the house, and actually trusted in Emma's room since they were just innocent as could be, well Emma was. He wasn't too sure about Conrad but as long as he treated Emma with respect he was fine. "I also think our 'baby' Tickles misses you too." Yeah she was talking about her little kitten who she thought had a tiny crush on Conrad, and still thinks to this day that she misses him. Every time she thinks about it, it makes her laugh for some reason, maybe it's the memories they held
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[aimee scarlett d'aubigne]

this is the worst application I have ever made, I'm sorry...oh yeah doneee<3

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