Post by isaac xavier dubois on Oct 13, 2008 0:07:02 GMT -5
oh my, isaac!
what's your name and age, babe?
isaac xavier dubois, pleased to make your acquaintance. unfortunately for me, there isn't an interesting story behind my name. i wasn't named after an honoured family member, my name wasn't inspired by some epic poet. my mother just fancied the names isaac and xavier, slapped them together and gave them to me. and dubois is my mother's surname, not much choice in that. i'm twenty-one years old - an adult to some, but in my mind i'm still a kid. a kid who doesn't plan on growing up anytime soon.
i like mysterious people. you got any secrets?
i know he's here and i wasn't drunk.
doesn't make much sense to you, does it? well isn't that the point of a secret? for the sake of this, though, i'll explain. for you to understand, i'll have to take you on a trip back in time about four years, when i was seventeen. there was this guy i had a thing with. cain desmarais, do you know him? 'cause he lives here, apparently. well anyway. i had this thing with him, we were kind of messing around his girlfriend's back (and she later became my girlfriend for awhile, but that's a different story for another time) and we were having a good time and all that and then he just up and disappears. without a word. just... gone.
i was pretty pissed. you would be too, wouldn't you?
anyway. i got over it. i dated his ex for awhile, then we broke up. i graduated high school and left my hometown and came here, to lyon, for university. fast forward four years to a party. i was hitting the drinks like one does at a party and i saw him. he was there. he wasn't dead or living on the streets somewhere. at first i thought i had seen a ghost or something. but nope, he was there in the flesh and then he was talking to me. it was clear that he was completely gone and i played along. we ended up getting a little intimate last night. i don't think he remembers that night or even that he saw me. but i remember. and i really want to talk to him without him being completely hammered.
you think you look
like everyone else, i'm just going to come outright and say it - i'm downright sexy. other than that, i really don't know how to describe myself other than the basics. i'm pretty tall, around six feet and i'm also lanky. and skinny. i can wear a size zero in girls' pants - yeah, i wear girls' pants. my hair was naturally a dirty blonde, but i started bleaching it around the age of seventeen. i wear it long in that kind of 'scene' style you see around a lot these days. uhm. i guess i kind of dress that way too? that's all i can really think of what else to say about my sexy bod. look at a picture if you're unsatisfied i guess.
got any distinguishing features?
well, i've got a nose piercing. i don't always wear it, but when i do i wear a ring in it, not a stud. uhm. i've also got a couple of tattoos. one on my shoulder that's a caricature of Jack Skellington and one on my wrist that's the chinese symbol for freedom.
who do people say you look like?
kyle burns? he's the drummer from a band called forever the sickest kids. i don't really see it.
what words describe you? maybe because opposites attract, y'know.
some say i'm immature. my mom says i'm her grown up toddler. basically, she thinks i have the body of a twenty-one year old, but the mind of a five year old. not like i'm dumb or anything, i'm not. i'm just immature. i'm a little kid in a grown up body. it's not that uncommon. i just don't see the point in growing up when i'm still so young. and people like my youthful innocence. it's one of the quirks of my personality.
i think i'm a pretty fun guy. i like to party and the like. and when i'm with my friends we always manage to get up to ridiculous shenanigans. hey, what can i say? i like to goof off with my friends. i like to do stupid shit throw milk balloons at each other and have pillow fights. just another one of those adorable quirks.
admittedly, some people think i can get annoying after awhile. i don't take myself very seriously and the way i act reflects that. some people find that to be a little too much to take in large doses and i annoy them. whatever, i don't care. i find most people who don't like me have sticks up their ass anyway, but that could be influenced by the fact that they don't like me and i don't like people who don't like me. does that make any sense outside of my head?
anyways. even though i do not take myself seriously, i am capable of being serious. it doesn't happen very often, but i have been known to have a serious conversation once or twice in my lifetime. and i have been known to focus and set my mind to something and get it done. most people don't realize that i'm actually working toward a degree and once i get that, i'll be on my way to becoming a psychiatrist. shocking, right? but it's true, i want to be a child psychiatrist when i decide to grow up.
other than that, i don't particularly know how to describe myself, so i'll lean on the words my mother (yeah, i'm a momma's boy) uses to describe me to her friends. sweet, caring, adorable. you know, the whole drill. all the mom type words. and i personally think she's correct in using those words to describe me.
habits can be kind of funny, don't you think?
okay, well i tend to play with my hair a lot. fixing my bangs and stuff. i crack my knuckles when i'm nervous and when i'm really overwhelmed with something, my childhood stutter comes back. yeah, i used to have a stutter. but i got over it and i only very rarely lapse into it. uhm. i can't really think of anything else i do that's really a habit except like... pulling my pants up. 'cause i do that a lot, they're always falling down.
what're some of your likes and dislikes?
i like hugs, cuddles and kisses. i like going for walks, getting piggy backed and having pillow fights. i like sugar, cold tea and peanut butter. i like girls, boys and shoes. i like sleeping, sleeping in strange places and sleeping with people around me. i like smiling, making other people happy and being with other people. i like lots of things, but to list them would take for too long and i don't like spending time of things for any extended period of time, unless it's completely necessary.
i don't like smokers. i tend to aggravate friends who smoke because i aways take their cigarettes from them and throw them away. uhm. i don't like the rain or thunderstorms. i don't like sleeping in pitch black areas. i absolutely hate bugs. and mean people. and seeing people sad. i'm not a big fan of secrets or people who lie to my face. i don't like chocolate milk at all. it makes me sick. i absolutely detest having sticky hands. it's like, my worst pet peeve. yeah. now i can't think of anything else i don't like.
you've got some weaknesses? you shouldn't tell me, i'll use it against you. you've got strengths, too?
i have a lot of trouble sitting still. i'm always fidgeting somehow, bouncing my leg or something like that. i'm not good at hiding my emotions from people, i'm like an open book. i'm a horrible person to be with during a crisis because i'll likely be freaking out more than you. i can't whistle, either. i don't know if that's relevant, but it's true. i tend to talk too much, too. sometimes i don't know when to shut up and it takes people covering my mouth for me to get the point.
i'm a good listener, though. that's why i want to be a psychiatrist. i like listening to people's problems and trying to help them out of them. i'm usually pretty good at cheering people up, too. i can even make them laugh with my stupidity sometimes. my mom says i'm good at people completely adorable. just take a look at me! i'm good at reading, too. and i like it. i actually read a lot and i'm a pretty fast reader. apparently that's a talent? i don't know.
what are the main points of your lifetime?
well i was born to my mother twenty-one years ago. i've never known my father, he was some boyfriend that my mother had who split when he found out she was pregnant. so it was just me and my mom all my life. that's why i love her so much. she's always been there for me, supporting me and stuff. we did struggle a lot with money, as most single parents do, but i think we did okay. and i turned out okay, so i give my mother props..
i grew up like any other kid. my childhood was a series of skinned knees and fights over toys with other children who lived around me. by the time i reached high school i had a pretty good sense of self. i knew who i was and everything like that. when i hit about sixteen, i started experimenting. with alcohol and my sexuality. turns out i like to party and like boys and girls. which you've probably already figured out, but i still felt the need to state that fact.
when i was seventeen i fell in with cain, which you also already know but i still felt the need to state that. and then he ran away and i went back to my life as normal. i dated his ex for awhile, and then somehow all three of us ended up in lyon. i'm currently attending university and just having fun. i love life. especially since nothing particularly dramatic or traumatic has happend thus far in it. i'm content with being a boring person.
the worst point of your life must have sucked, yeah?
i would have to say the time i was playing on the street, slipped and fell on a piece of glass on the street. it was sticking up and gashed me pretty good. the pain of it was horrible. i was about seven at the time and it was the most painful thing i had ever experienced. still is. when my mother got me to the clinic, the glass was still sticking out of my chest and they had to remove it. i had to get stitches, and i still have a pretty big scar on my chest from it.
but i guess the best time made up for it? it always does.
getting my acceptance letter to college and the immense sense of accomplishment i felt. it was just a big thing for me. my mom was really proud of me, too, which made it even better. i didn't have the best grades in high school and i had to work really, really hard during my final year of school to have the marks good enough to even be looked at for acceptance. it was just a really good feeling.
hi, i'm mag and i think i'm pretty awesome. i've been around the block for fifteen years, but the roleplay scene's only been my thing for two years/months. i got over to this place through being here already, so let's give them a shout out. oh, and by the way, i play nirvana here too.
check nirvana. c: