Post by indiana bryleigh daring on Sept 28, 2008 18:45:50 GMT -5
oh my, indie!
what's your name and age, babe?
my name is indiana bryleigh (brylee) daring. i'm from new york and that's why my name and my voice sound so funny to you. i don't know where my name comes from. i think it's pretty stupid. you can call me indie, please. oh yeah, just incase you're over eighteen, i'm seventeen. sorry, babe.
i like mysterious people. you got any secrets?
my dad's been ridiculing me and putting me down (along with my sister) my whole life. i don't think i'll ever be someone.
you think you look
no way! where on earth did you get that idea? i think i'm ugly. i've got this ugly, ugly bird-like appearance. i'm too short and i think my arms are like ugly little sticks. i want to be a ballerina, but i don't think i ever will be pretty enough. i have these huge lips that people say are kind of cool, but i disagree. my eyes are really huge, too. look how oddly proportioned i am! gah! i think my fashion sense is okay, actually, and i try to be as conservative as possible. i have heard i'm a huge hussy whore (from my father, of course) so i kind of just try to cover my body as much as possible.
got any distinguishing features?
my lips and my eyes are pretty huge (and ugly!)
who do people say you look like?
i've hear frieda rose, but i don't know who she is... and plus, i'm probably not as pretty.
what words describe you? maybe because opposites attract, y'know.
oh, i'm simply insecure, afraid, loud-mouthed, intimidated, and annoyed. i guess all of my insecurities and things like that have to do with my upbringing. my dad was always very, very critical of me (to say the least) and i am no longer happy with myself. i'm good with facades, but underneath i am pretty...crap, i don't know. i'm afraid of most any man and to be honest with you, i've never even kissed a boy. i'm afraid of hands and words. i try to stay clear of anyone new. my dad had beat me a few times too and that's probably what sparked that. no matter how eternally intimidated and insecure i am, i'm also very loud-mouthed and opinionated. there are certain times when i cannot just hold myself back. throughout the abuse, i was obviously...attempting...to clearly oppose it before i could no longer control myself. i think overall i'm pretty much still the same girl i was at the age of five. i'm not going to lie about it. i don't think i'll be over that stage of my life.
habits can be kind of funny, don't you think?
i'm crazily skittish beneath any touch, but otherwise i keep my cool.
what're some of your likes and dislikes?
oh, let's see: i'm not too exposed to this new place, but i definitely love it here. i'm a huge fan of where i originally came from, new york, new york (just for your information). i liked it there, but the memories don't do it well. i don't like my papa, but i love my brother and i have no idea who my mother is. i love disney channel, though i really can't completely understand those kind of things in french yet. i have a problem with the fact that i still have a hard time communicating with people here. i love big beds and showering myself in pillows and blankets. i hate schoolwork. i hate running out of money before i get sent an allowance. i love when i get letters from people. i love running through the rain. i like crushes that don't last very long but make my heart flutter. i love composition notebooks and i hate binders. i think candy is amazing! i like opinionated people because someone who can't stand up for what the believe in...well, it doesn't work.
you've got some weaknesses? you shouldn't tell me, i'll use it against you. you've got strengths, too?
my weaknesses would be my skittishness when touched, the occasional flashbacks i get, and my paranoia. i hate being alone, but i can't sleep in a bed unless i am alone. that's what a roommate is for, i guess! i don't know what else, but i'm sure that i just...well, basically, i'm weak. my strengths? i can be a really fun person once you get to know me, i'm an awesome mathematician, and i speak spanish. yeah, i didn't really know i was coming to france back in the day.
what are the main points of your lifetime?
i was a love child. it sucked! my dad took me instead of my mom, but that didn't work out for me. i had an older brother who was constantly combed and loved by my father, but i was constantly ridiculed and looked down on by my father. after years and years of abuse, i finally got a scholarship to ombrosa and my brother ended up (with my father's pay) getting to go to the university. we're living together right now, but i am also incredibly afraid of staying here with him. i didn't realize i would be so skittish and freaked out by being around these parts by myself now that i'm free from my father. i don't know what to do with myself quite honestly. i'm afraid, but i think i'm doing an okay job at keeping this act up. i don't know if i'll ever crack, but if i ever have to go back to my old apartment with my father in new york...fuck, i don't know what i'll do.
the worst point of your life must have sucked, yeah?
anything including my father, hands down.
but i guess the best time made up for it? it always does.
learning that i was accepted on a scholarship to ombrosa. i was ecstatic.
hi, i'm rosie and i think i'm pretty yes, i am. i've been around the block for fourteen years, but the roleplay scene's only been my thing for deux years. i got over to this place through myself, so let's give them a shout out. oh, and by the way, i play jem devereaux here too.
NO! actually, see jem devereaux's application.
